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What Is Rape?

What Is Rape?

I get a fucking lot of accusations in my inbox. Often. Here’s one of the more interesting:

When I was 18, a top I met off phone chat had me come to his place. When I arrived, he was much older than described…

I get inside he immediately grabs my head and slams it against door then rapes me raw. He degraded me racially, calling me nasty Asian slurs.

After he was done, he hid my cell phone and keys and kept me for 15 days.

I was used as sex slave to pay for his meth addiction and infected. A black man felt bad and freed me — the only one out of 65 RAPISTS.

I went to police and he was arrested. But [during my captivity], he sent texts to his cell from mine saying everything was consensual AND IT WASN’T.

He now walks free and I hate him and, because of [the AIDS] virus, I no longer date.

I hate you, Mark, and all other violent predators.

For some of you perverts out there (and you know I love you all), you’re jerking off just thinking about this scenario. But let’s get to this Asian gentleman’s message to me and splice it apart, step by step.

Rape Is Bad

I do not believe this story. Here’s why I don’t:

If this 18-year-old gentleman disappeared for 15 days, his family, friends or others would have noticed. Sure, this violent man might have created some text messages back and forth, but those messages would have occurred after the disappearance. Any cell phone records could show that.

Further, in many states, to knowingly pass along HIV is criminal. HIV maintains a portion of the DNA from the source. A test could determine whether the victim was indeed infected by the older man.

I believe the consent likely came from this young man before the disappearance. He told some friends and family he would be gone a while — probably not 15 days — and after a while, came not to like the scene he’d fantasized about because the reality wasn’t quite and fun as the jerk off images.

I’ve seen that often and any of you with any level of kinks would agree.

Nonetheless, if I suspend my disbelief, let me just say if this is true, this is bad.

Let me also suggest to the writer that — unlike my website, which is about sex — that the guy who kidnapped you and held you captive, did that violent act to you. It wasn’t the sex, but the power play that you didn’t like (and the fact he was older than he initially said).

Safety in Hook-Ups

The dear letter writer made a gigantic boo-boo, for which he fails to take accountability. And I get so fucking tired of hearing this shit from people who read some of my posts.

Every time someone goes to a stranger’s home or hotel room or wherever to fuck, you’re taking a risk. Didn’t mamma teach you not to talk to strangers, much less fuck them (or let them fuck you)?

Gay men … damn, all men … love casual sex. We let our cocks put us into places we shouldn’t be. I’ve been there. And this guy ended up some place he shouldn’t have been.

Do not blame anyone else for that.

I’m not saying he dressed slutty so he should have been raped or anything like that. He didn’t deserve to be held hostage for 15 days — if indeed, that’s what happened.

But he’s not innocent.

He want to blame the car for hitting him head on when he was already driving on the wrong side of the road. He did something dangerous.

Fucker beware

I No Longer Date

Oh. My. God. Being Poz prevents this little fucker from dating.

All of you Poz guys out there need to stop dating, stop fucking and curl up into a ball and just shit yourselves.

Another reason not to believe this story: The idea that life ends with seroconversion. Hell, for some, becoming Poz means life begins. No longer worried about when HIV might arrive, but knowing that it’s now there with you.

(As an aside, I’m impressed the dude also counted all 65 guys who fucked him.)

If indeed this is true, let me speak to you, my Asian letter writer:

You need to speak with a professional and go into counseling for this trauma.

You need to find a way to move on, date and find a way to heal. The amount of pent up hate you’ve gathered up into yourself is preventing you from seeing that life continues. You survived something terrible but not everyone is out to hurt you.

Jumping Off the Hate Cliff

Now he says I am out to hurt him. I’m some sort of predator.

I’m not. Never have been.

If you’re upset about the stealthing thing, I’ve explained it time and time again and don’t really need to do it again.

If you’re upset that I use bottoms, all tops do whether they admit it or not.

I just think you’re upset. And once the proper counseling is in place, you’ll be better off.

I didn’t fuck you. I didn’t abduct you. I didn’t hold you hostage. Don’t hate me.

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Gay Porn Star Donny Wright Arrested for Jacking Off on Fireman’s Gear after Getting Drunk & Breaking into Kentucky Firehouse

Gay Porn Star Donny Wright Arrested for Jacking Off on Fireman’s Gear after Getting Drunk & Breaking into Kentucky Firehouse

Mugshot of Gay Porn Star Donny Wright aka Nicholas GonzalesIf you’re like me, I’m curious as to what-the-fuck the latest arrested porn star looks like with his clothes off. I always do a search and get a sense of what he looks like as well as the “work” he’s done.

Donny Wright, aka Nicholas Gonzales, got arrested after getting drunk, smashing into a Louisville, KY, firehouse and starting to jerk off on fireman’s gear.

Wright/Gonzales told police he did it, “Because he wanted to.” No one reported whether Wright/Gonzales shot his load.

His crime first caught the attention of Gawker.com Open-New-Window-External, which noted the story in weird crimes. Soon Gawker updated with the connection to the porn world, which got other news outlets like The Huffington Post Open-New-Window-External interested.

In fact, Donny Wright’s last tweet from DonnyWrightXXX Follow on Twitter says he was in Kentucky on Feb. 15 (and the alleged incident happened over Feb. 16/17).

Donny Wright's Last Tweet

If you’re curious, here’s a little more about Donny as a porn star:

Bullet This is a YouTube.com video Open-New-Window-External interview (it’s somewhat safe for work) with him from NextDoorStudios.
Bullet The Sword Open-New-Window-External put Donny Wright on their list of the Top 40 Most Breathtakingly Beautiful and Huge Cocks in Gay Porn (he’s number 29).
Bullet Donny Wright does condom porn for a variety of places including NextDoorStudios, Falcon Studios, Hot House, Jocks Studios and Randy Blue. but apparently is currently a Men.com “exclusive.”
Bullet Had or if Wright/Gonzales been able to complete the deed, I doubt he’s made much of a mess. Photo below as proof.

Cumshot from Donny Wright

 

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Of Fakes and Real People

Of Fakes and Real People

A special post for my little Chicago bitch Opens a new window from this blog.

According to the Chicago Kik friend, who doesn’t exist on Kik anymore, the two larger photos above are of half brothers with whom he fucked. Or so he said.

Upon receiving the photos, within moments I knew the story wasn’t true.

My little secret (which really isn’t a secret) is that one can search on images. The top left image is all over the place. And when I mean all over the place, I mean ALL OVER THE PLACE. It’s one of those shots that becomes prolific and earns wings.

The top right, well, I know who it is and it’s not a half brother and he certainly didn’t fuck him in Chicago.

I’ve placed four more images of the same young man, who happens to be straight and live in Texas.

His name is Reid. Shout out to his Tumblr, TheHeartIsKing.Tumblr.com Link Opens in a New Window.

Reid is smart, including several photos of himself on his page. Anyone doing an image search will quickly discover the truth about who the man in the photo happens to be.

                

As you know, I do not normally show faces. The first image is one of someone who’s available readily on the internet already. The second is someone who puts himself out there because he’s a photographer. I’m actually able to give him credit. He’s got his own Tumblr page Link Opens in a New Window and I’m able to refer you all to it so you can legitimately visit it and jerk off there.

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Bitter

Bitter

I had planned on writing a hot story about my encounter last week with a terrific Latino boy. His copper eyes, his smooth body, his massive uncut cock and his incredible tight ass.

He kisses like crazy and I bred him despite him asking me not to do so. I was pumping his ass so hard he was about to cum so I let him.

You see, he’s a top. Not usually a bottom.

I lifted his legs and took a whiff. No stank. So I went in for that darting lick — just beneath his balls and well above his pucker.

I came back with a mouth full of bitterness.

Fuck.

How anyone could have shit that far away from their asshole, especially knowing they were off to play baffled me. I decided he needed a kiss.

In the back of my head, I knew it was toxic.

               

Sunday, I felt weird. By Sunday night, I began with whole-body aches and pains. These usually mean an oncoming fever. As I get them, let me tell you, acetaminophen or ibuprofen make no dent in the relief. I went scouring through the house on Monday for anything stronger, finding a few left over pills from oral surgeries and others I’d kept for rainy days.

Man, it was raining Friday night.

Not raining outside but into my toilets. I knew exactly what this was. I’d had it twice before. Once when I was much younger but the last time I’d had it, I spent five days in the hospital. Shigella Link Opens in a New Window.

Shigella is not fun. I really do not recommend it at all. And if you wonder why I get fucking pissed off at bottoms who don’t clean their asses, this is the number-one-with-a-bullet reason why Opens a new window from this blog.

Tuesday morning, I was first thing in the doctor to get everything updated get the new stuff.

Thank God for an understanding Gay doctor who gave me what I needed.

I’m on the mend, missing a full week of work for a decent hook-up (not worth the pain and suffering I’ve gone through).

This is the 500th Published Post to iBLASTinside.com Bareback Blog

This is the 500th Published Post to iBLASTinside.com Bareback Blog

Mile Marker 500Another milestone reached by this blog. This is entry 500, meaning there are 499 other pieces for you to read here of utter nonsense, jack-off material, opinion and more. This doesn’t even include the some of the guides.

Some of the pieces were written in 2002 and 2003, although not posted here originally. But this blog has been around since 2009 and tells many stories. Some are quite personal, including those of my sexual abuse as a child Opens a new window from this blog and the Deceptively Fun stories that started it all Opens a new window from this blog.

My story has evolved in many ways but the essence remains true. I bareback and I love it.

Questions of My Status

I figure this might serve as good of a time to answer questions of my status that rise yet again. I’ve had people make many assumptions on both side of the fence, which is perfectly fine with me. But in such, they’ve claimed to discover declarations I’ve made here on my blog that I am one way or another.

I have not claimed definitively on my blog what my status may or may not be.

When certain people ask what my status might be, they ask it with motivation to allow or disallow a bareback fuck. You’re a part of a club that gets to fuck bareback. I want to fuck. So I attempt with powers of deduction to conclude what the desired answer might be and I tell them what they want to hear.

I do this because I do not believe in serosorting Link Opens in a New Window.

I explain more fully in this rant from 2009 Opens a new window from this blog about HIV status. But let me assure you, I’m not disclosing my status except to tell you what you want to hear.

Enjoy 500

And enjoy my mysterious DNA.

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