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What Is Rape?

What Is Rape?

I get a fucking lot of accusations in my inbox. Often. Here’s one of the more interesting:

When I was 18, a top I met off phone chat had me come to his place. When I arrived, he was much older than described…

I get inside he immediately grabs my head and slams it against door then rapes me raw. He degraded me racially, calling me nasty Asian slurs.

After he was done, he hid my cell phone and keys and kept me for 15 days.

I was used as sex slave to pay for his meth addiction and infected. A black man felt bad and freed me — the only one out of 65 RAPISTS.

I went to police and he was arrested. But [during my captivity], he sent texts to his cell from mine saying everything was consensual AND IT WASN’T.

He now walks free and I hate him and, because of [the AIDS] virus, I no longer date.

I hate you, Mark, and all other violent predators.

For some of you perverts out there (and you know I love you all), you’re jerking off just thinking about this scenario. But let’s get to this Asian gentleman’s message to me and splice it apart, step by step.

Rape Is Bad

I do not believe this story. Here’s why I don’t:

If this 18-year-old gentleman disappeared for 15 days, his family, friends or others would have noticed. Sure, this violent man might have created some text messages back and forth, but those messages would have occurred after the disappearance. Any cell phone records could show that.

Further, in many states, to knowingly pass along HIV is criminal. HIV maintains a portion of the DNA from the source. A test could determine whether the victim was indeed infected by the older man.

I believe the consent likely came from this young man before the disappearance. He told some friends and family he would be gone a while — probably not 15 days — and after a while, came not to like the scene he’d fantasized about because the reality wasn’t quite and fun as the jerk off images.

I’ve seen that often and any of you with any level of kinks would agree.

Nonetheless, if I suspend my disbelief, let me just say if this is true, this is bad.

Let me also suggest to the writer that — unlike my website, which is about sex — that the guy who kidnapped you and held you captive, did that violent act to you. It wasn’t the sex, but the power play that you didn’t like (and the fact he was older than he initially said).

Safety in Hook-Ups

The dear letter writer made a gigantic boo-boo, for which he fails to take accountability. And I get so fucking tired of hearing this shit from people who read some of my posts.

Every time someone goes to a stranger’s home or hotel room or wherever to fuck, you’re taking a risk. Didn’t mamma teach you not to talk to strangers, much less fuck them (or let them fuck you)?

Gay men … damn, all men … love casual sex. We let our cocks put us into places we shouldn’t be. I’ve been there. And this guy ended up some place he shouldn’t have been.

Do not blame anyone else for that.

I’m not saying he dressed slutty so he should have been raped or anything like that. He didn’t deserve to be held hostage for 15 days — if indeed, that’s what happened.

But he’s not innocent.

He want to blame the car for hitting him head on when he was already driving on the wrong side of the road. He did something dangerous.

Fucker beware

I No Longer Date

Oh. My. God. Being Poz prevents this little fucker from dating.

All of you Poz guys out there need to stop dating, stop fucking and curl up into a ball and just shit yourselves.

Another reason not to believe this story: The idea that life ends with seroconversion. Hell, for some, becoming Poz means life begins. No longer worried about when HIV might arrive, but knowing that it’s now there with you.

(As an aside, I’m impressed the dude also counted all 65 guys who fucked him.)

If indeed this is true, let me speak to you, my Asian letter writer:

You need to speak with a professional and go into counseling for this trauma.

You need to find a way to move on, date and find a way to heal. The amount of pent up hate you’ve gathered up into yourself is preventing you from seeing that life continues. You survived something terrible but not everyone is out to hurt you.

Jumping Off the Hate Cliff

Now he says I am out to hurt him. I’m some sort of predator.

I’m not. Never have been.

If you’re upset about the stealthing thing, I’ve explained it time and time again and don’t really need to do it again.

If you’re upset that I use bottoms, all tops do whether they admit it or not.

I just think you’re upset. And once the proper counseling is in place, you’ll be better off.

I didn’t fuck you. I didn’t abduct you. I didn’t hold you hostage. Don’t hate me.

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Hate (2 of 3)

Hate (2 of 3)

This post comes with a heavy heart because I write it about someone I considered a friend. In a way, we were loosely business partners, as I supported his products on my website. Business changed in the last couple of years and, growing vocal protests over me, forced my friend into an untenable position.

Or so it’s conveyed to me.

Look, I know there’s a bunch of flakes online and I’m all about exposing catfish Open-New-Window-External. And people lie. You can’t tell liars via e-mail or Twitter. But I have no reason to believe Jeff is telling a fib, as this issue has developed. I sort of feel sorry for the guy.

I’m also sorry Jeff couldn’t find the strength to stand up.

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Those of you online, especially on Twitter, will recognize Jeff as Str8Cam. He’s a hot, muscular straight guy who jacks off online to what was once thousands of horny admirers.

Those numbers have dwindled since the rise of Xtube.com, Tumblr.com and other free sources of porn. Jeff needed another source of income and since his gay-for-pay philosophy extended only so far as jerking off, he landed on a potential gold mine in the form of a lubricant that looked like, felt like and smelled like cum.

Jeff began marketing it at Str8Cam Lube.

Now Jeff isn’t the first to come up with such a thing. Bad-Dragon.com Open-New-Window-External, which offers unusually shaped dildos, also offers its own CumLube (even before Jeff). I’d ordered from them. But Jeff — being directly supportive of a the gay community despite his own disappointing heterosexuality — caused me to switch it up.

Being that I’m a barebacker (and many of my readers are fans of the raw sex and like some spunk), Jeff created a fan base for his product, which he started a second line called SpunkLube to attract a straighter audience.

In the course of my writings, I explain how Jeff’s product might be used as a tool in deceptive practices. By the way, I’ve also discussed the use of many other brand name products including Durex Rainbow Colored CondomsDurex Rainbow Condoms, Vaseline, etc., in similar methods.

Jeff didn’t know I included him. Neither did Bad Dragon nor Durex.

When Jeff started getting harassed, it was brought to his attention. He e-mailed me and I added a statement to the “offending” page Opens new window of a page on this blog.

Threats continued against Jeff and his products. Even though his products are condom safe (and plenty of lube makers create condom-unfriendly lubricants), Jeff is being punished for something I’ve written.

Jeff has asked me to take my posts down. He’s asked me to remove reference to his products. I won’t.

What I am doing is explaining to you all, dear readers, how someone has been unfairly maligned for something that they have no right to be.

Jeff-Str8CamJeff is a public figure and he gets naked and jerks off on camera practically daily. And while I may be suggesting his product be misused, it’s no different than someone not following the recipe on the back of a Duncan Hines cake box or playing Monopoly with my own set of rules.

Why people have chosen to single-out Jeff, I have no idea. It makes me wonder if there’s some retribution because Jeff, in his non-judgmental approach to all gays — even barebackers. He chats with us all on Twitter.

While I don’t make a dime from this, allow me to suggest you all still support Jeff. But please, do not purchase Str8Cam Lube Open-New-Window-External or SpunkLube Open-New-Window-External from a store. Purchase it directly from Jeff’s websites. And if you’re really feeling generous, join his jerk-off website at Str8Cam.com Open-New-Window-External.

If it upsets you a little too much, consider purchasing Bad Dragon’s CumLube Open-New-Window-External instead. It’s practically the same thing.

And if you’re one of the bullies fucking around with this muscleman’s wallet, fucking stop it.

Postscript

Show Jeff some love. Follow him on Twitter and tell him you support him, his products and his right to sell to whomever he pleases. And if you’re a barebacker, let him know that too. His Twitter name is @Str8Cam Follow on Twitter.

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Gay Porn Star Donny Wright Arrested for Jacking Off on Fireman’s Gear after Getting Drunk & Breaking into Kentucky Firehouse

Gay Porn Star Donny Wright Arrested for Jacking Off on Fireman’s Gear after Getting Drunk & Breaking into Kentucky Firehouse

Mugshot of Gay Porn Star Donny Wright aka Nicholas GonzalesIf you’re like me, I’m curious as to what-the-fuck the latest arrested porn star looks like with his clothes off. I always do a search and get a sense of what he looks like as well as the “work” he’s done.

Donny Wright, aka Nicholas Gonzales, got arrested after getting drunk, smashing into a Louisville, KY, firehouse and starting to jerk off on fireman’s gear.

Wright/Gonzales told police he did it, “Because he wanted to.” No one reported whether Wright/Gonzales shot his load.

His crime first caught the attention of Gawker.com Open-New-Window-External, which noted the story in weird crimes. Soon Gawker updated with the connection to the porn world, which got other news outlets like The Huffington Post Open-New-Window-External interested.

In fact, Donny Wright’s last tweet from DonnyWrightXXX Follow on Twitter says he was in Kentucky on Feb. 15 (and the alleged incident happened over Feb. 16/17).

Donny Wright's Last Tweet

If you’re curious, here’s a little more about Donny as a porn star:

Bullet This is a YouTube.com video Open-New-Window-External interview (it’s somewhat safe for work) with him from NextDoorStudios.
Bullet The Sword Open-New-Window-External put Donny Wright on their list of the Top 40 Most Breathtakingly Beautiful and Huge Cocks in Gay Porn (he’s number 29).
Bullet Donny Wright does condom porn for a variety of places including NextDoorStudios, Falcon Studios, Hot House, Jocks Studios and Randy Blue. but apparently is currently a Men.com “exclusive.”
Bullet Had or if Wright/Gonzales been able to complete the deed, I doubt he’s made much of a mess. Photo below as proof.

Cumshot from Donny Wright

 

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What Does It Feel Like to Be Filled With Cum?

Cum Inside: A Complicate Slut Craves to Have a Man Dominate Him with DNA

Another bottom — this one asking to remain anonymous — explains how it feels to be filled with cum. Another response to the question posed by a bareback bottom virgin Opens a new window from this blog in addition to the one from Josh Landale Opens a new window from this blog.

These have both been good answers. That said, I hope someone considers answering the purely physical aspects.

Believe me, jizzjoy Link Opens in a New Window really gets some guys going. I know Opens a new window from this blog.

Both of these men interweave jizzjoy with the physical. Perhaps someone needs to separate it out so the bottom gets what to expect.

‘One Guy Breeding You Is Hot, Five Are Five Times Better’

For me, it’s about taking the cock and taking the cum. They are interlinked.

A cock is made to pound into another person, to jab at their body and eventually force a load of DNA into them. It is irrelevant why the load is being deposited — to get some pregnant, to mark a man’s territory, to infect someone or even to just to get a load off so a man can relax.

The “why” does not matter. In all cases, a man’s cock is designed to invade someone’s body.

Which brings the first question: If you have a cock why don’t you use it?

A friend of mine once told me it is because my internal wiring is all fucked up. He was filmed me jerking off and showed me that when I cum I don’t thrust with my hips like men do.

There is no natural instinct to inseminate. Rather I get my intimacy from sharing in a man’s masculinity rather that showing my own. Knowing his fluids are in me, mixing with my body, becoming part of me is how I share with other males — whether it be with a long-term lover or a random guy in a bathhouse.

This need for another man to invade me, penetrate and eventually exert his masculinity over me brings me to the last question: Do you like to be filled and how does it feel?

The short answer is, “Yes, I like to be filled.”

For the very reasons I spelt out above. Can I feel it when a man cums in me; well, that is more complex.

I cannot feel the actual spurts deep in my hole, but you can definitely feel the cock twitch and the way a guy changes his thrusting that lets you know he is cumming.

Most importantly, as he moves in and out of you, he pulls back some of his cum and you feel all slick and wet.

If you are really lucky it will make your hole tingle and sting when it comes into contact with chaffed or broken skin. I like the idea of that; it means I don’t have to wait for load to start absorbing through the anal wall; he is already in my blood stream, bits of him pumping into my heart and brain.

That for me is the main goal.

However there are other things to like about being filled.

If enough guys use your wrecked hole you not only feel more used and sorer but also more satisfied. If one guy breeding you is hot, five are five times better.

I also like to suck the cocks clean afterwards. I was first introduced to this by a guy who used it as a way of promoting cleanliness. But soon learnt to love it . To kiss the head of a cock that has just fucked me, to know that a few moments ago it was being used to dominate and emasculate me — that it was used to drive a man’s DNA deep inside me, that it tastes of that cum and my hole — is a practical demonstration of all that I am.

If I have been well worn out by a fucking, I like to squat and let the smell of my loaded hole waft up. It prolongs the sensation of the taste and smell of the man’s cock.

I try not to clean myself up. I like to leave the load in me either for the next guy or just so it has time to be absorbed or dry in me, although on rare occasions, I do squirt it out and eat it.

What can I say? I am a complicated slut.

Hopefully more responses will be coming in soon.

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Comments from My Curiosity

If you haven’t had an opportunity to complete the brief survey about my readers, please do it now. It will only take a moment.

I’m flattered that a few of you took the time to go ahead and give me a little more feedback in paragraph form. As more of them come in, I’ll be updating this.

Adding My Two Cents

Rob wrote on 28 June 2012: 

Hey Mr. Bentson, just throwing in my 2 cents worth.

I have a lot of bookmarked sites that I check daily (either before or after work) but most of them just post and re-post the same pictures over and over. With iBi there’s some real writing and thought involved, and honestly you’re far more articulate than most of the people online.

I really don’t agree with your stealthing position (popular as those posts seem to be), why not just be up front? Trust me, where I live all you’d have to do is walk into a bar and announce your name and there’d be at least five pre-lubed bottoms lined up in a row waiting for you (yeah, I’d probably be one of them).

As for improving your site the only thing I can think of is, it would be great to have an archive feature to randomly check out previous articles (sometimes I want to read about deep thoughts, sometimes I just want to read about raw stuff).

My only complaint/issue is: Where are all the comments? I KNOW a lot of people read iBi (that’s just logic since I can type a few particular keywords and “i blast inside” pops up) so why don’t more people say something? Are they afraid of being outed or something? I don’t get it (what’s the point of being online unless you have something to offer or add?)

Anyway, thanks for all the fascinating writing, hope all is good with you.

A note from Mark: I agree, Rob. Where are all the comments?  I do receive several but they tend to be via Twitter Follow on Twitter or through my BarebackRT profile Link Opens in a New Window. For example, my entry on attending the first CumUnion in Atlanta solicited four or five responses on June 27, the day it went up. No one commented here. I ask for them to consider posting them live. Why don’t you get things rolling, Rob? Comment! As for archives, if you follow me on Twitter Follow on Twitter, a few times during the day, one of the almost 400 archived piece are randomly selected and tweeted out. And if you don’t want to join Twitter, just check out those recent tweets as one of the items in the left column. Thanks for the comment!

Fan and Friend for Life

Darren wrote on 24 June 2012:

I absolutely love your blog. It’s the first thing I go to on the ‘net and the last before I go to bed — or even in bed.

Your encounters with all those people are the best part of the site, especially the stealthing ones. It’s hot. Each time I read them, I wished they always had pictures of them. Before, during and after your DNA gut wash

Keep up the great work and you’ll have at least one fan for life, not to mention a member of BBBH for life and facebook friend for life too.

Thanks But No Thanks

Pedro wrote on 24 June 2012:

I read your blog mainly because you’re an interesting guy. Your mind interests me probably more than your sexual exploits (and why I chose your dark history as my favourite subject, though it’s pretty horrifying topic).

It’s a sexy group of stories nonetheless, even if I don’t agree with the stealthing thing. Barebacking is something people do out of choice in my view.

Still, we exchanged some words before on how people exercise their choice by not caring or thinking or trusting too much, and I understand your point of view, so no judgement.

But I did choose “thanks, but no thanks” on the possibility of sleeping with you. ;)

Three Points

Dec wrote on 24 June 2012:

Thanks for the survey, Mark… interesting results thus far.

Just three points came to mind for me:

  • Movies: I certainly can’t afford a subscription to the theatre, so I had a quandary saying what I felt about movies for the survey… I fucking love porn, and the more forced the BB fuck is the better, but need it free, ok if you keep the theatre for full length films though.
  • Membership of BBBH: I don’t know if I’m a member or not?! I think you treat me as a member on twitter; but I decline from putting #BBBH in my blurb as it’s a bit too public for me (work, family etc. may search and discover TMI for me) however I def want a wristband and am open in by gay circles and such to broadcast it… so I said NO, but a wannabe YES.
  • Age: You should facilitate members from at least 16 to join/participate fully, as in Europe this is the consensus on legal age for gay sex (though it varies from 12 to 17.) Put something like “…in your jurisdiction” rather than stating an age? but provide the fully legal guys here to have an option that doesn’t make them feel like they’re declaring themselves as illegals ‘sssh… I’m underage’ kind of category.

Thanks for all your horny content, and look forward to keeping your tab open in my browser for years to cum!! hehe.

God bless,
Dec

Thanks for Having a Site That’s Not Just About Sex

gd wrote on 23 June 2012:

Love watching bareback porn and reading bareback stories. Cruising sites online is fun too and I get off several times a day. However, sometimes after getting off so much or in between, I like to learn more about how people feel towards sex or hear personal stories, especially sex-related.

I don’t bareback much. I’ve only done it a few times and nervous to do it anymore even. But that doesn’t stop me jacking off to anything bareback-related.

But blogs and sites — like this one — where the webmaster is so open about his bareback lifestyle and not ashamed or afraid about what he is does is inspiring and makes me feel good. Thank you for having a site that’s not just about sex and bareback but guidance, stories, reviews on places, and other things as well.

 

Nice Talking Back

Jesse wrote on 23 June 2012: 

Nice to talk back for a change!

Again, if you haven’t, be sure to complete the survey. When you do, you’re able to see the results immediately.