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Hey Derek, You’re in the Gay Mafia, Bitch!

Hey Derek, You’re in the Gay Mafia, Bitch!

The Original Post on the Death of Porn Star Erik Rhodes (June 14, 2012)
Derek Hartley Responds (June 16, 2012)

Cool! Be a Steroid-Shooting, Tina-Snorting Musclebound Porn Star! Just Wear a Condom!

Okay, now that’s one of the bitchiest headlines I’ve ever written. But I’m trying to get through to Derek Hartley and his ilk.

If you’re missing how all this started, go back a few days to my entry on the loss of musclebound god and Falcon-exclusive porn star Erik Rhodes. Derek responded as well.

I’ve listened to Sirius XM’s OutQ station and the “Derek and Romaine” show, where Derek Hartley broadcasts. As with some of our so-called “gay celebrities,” you get a little fame in the community and, well, what happens to you but you become a little less rooted in where the rest of us live.

He hangs out with porn stars and musclebound men. And he loves, loves, loves to dispense advice on his bully platform of a radio show. Derek is friends with FabScout Howard Follow on Twitter, an outspoken condom Nazi and part of porn “model” company FabScout Entertainment Link Opens in a New Window, which refuses to represent anyone who chooses to bareback. FabScout was part of the switch of Marc Dylan over to condom-only porn (among some others).

FabScout, Derek, Falcon and the rest of the Gay Mafia sit in judgment. They love their placement on these thrones where, in this façade they show, they pretend to be outraged at barebacking. They preach against it. It is wrong, destructive, horrendous, etc.

But they accept all the other horrors of the gay lifestyle: Excessive drinking, steroids, drug use, partying, smoking cigarettes, etc. These abuses and killers — which far exceed anything barebacking has ever done — somehow remain acceptable to them.

How a blind eye keeps getting turned to this baffles me. How these people sit in judgment of one choice bothers me. When smoking contributes to the top six of eight killers in the world, when drug use and other over indulgences can destroy lives and unbalance people (like Erik Rhodes), it seems all right to porn studios, model representatives and the Gay Mafia.

Take FabScout. Upfront on its website Link Opens in a New Window is its policy on safe sex (should be “safer sex”). Why not a policy on drug use? It’s okay for your models to use steroids? It’s okay for your models to get high on crystal meth, PCP, bath salts? Seems to me, if you want to protect your “investment” in your models, why don’t you protect them by assuring they’re all healthy and drug free.

Barebacking is a choice, just like everything else here. If you’re going to allow people the right to choose other behaviors, why not barebacking? Is it because these men are attractive and musclebound and beautiful that you can somehow overlook these behaviors?

Still seems so hypocritical.


Update 3: Cleaning Up After the Death of a Porn Star (June 19, 2012)
Update 4: Postscript on My Posts About the Death of Erik Rhodes (June 20, 2012) 

        

P.S.

Gawker has published one of the most comprehensive explorations of the life and death of Erik Rhodes (real name James Elliott Naughtin). Check it out Link Opens in a New Window.

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Breaking the Silence: Seeking Sufficient ROI from My Friends

So where have I been?

Some of you might have seen me on Twitter with occasional posts. Not much elsewhere. As I’ve struggled over the last few months, exerting myself upon multiple fronts to find an occupation for myself, the results failed to be fruitful. Each provided a life lesson for me. And I sit upon the precipice and ponder the path I’ve taken.

I use people, most specifically bottoms for my own pleasure. As I have ventured a little further in recent times, I’ve opened myself up to a little more sensation but still, my intention is to mark my territory. I won’t settle for a condom, insisting that my cock slide raw into an ass and spray my DNA markers in that most intimate of places to say I was here.

I’ve never been delusional about how the world works as well. While lacking the literal fucking and breeding, I’ve been proverbially bent over and marked through my life in many ways. And I let it happen. Perhaps my own need to breed back is my response to how society decided to use my intelligence, creativity and good will.

Now approaching eight months of unemployment, struggling with comprehending why my talents are overqualified and too advanced for today’s workforce, I find myself questioning much. And then comes the sexual side of it all. The other night, I lay beneath a young man just making out. And a sensation came across like someone flipped on a switch I’d not felt in eons. Of course, we all feel it on occasion.

A lunch arrangement and then when the time comes, it’s postponed and finally cancelled with a stinging “it was a mistake” to even suggest meeting. A sudden flash of anger and hurt then returned to calm as I’ve been here before, kicked to the curb for dropping my guard and giving humanity hope for a moment.

If only I’d bred him when I had the chance. My territory went unmarked.

A realization came over me about the number of people who use me as well. My so-called friends who only use me for their benefit and return so little back. Karma?

Funny because I’ve been cutting some people out of my life. If I don’t see enough Return On Investment from my friends, well, they’re getting kicked to the curb as well.

As a result, I think Karma has kicked my ass-supply. I’ve found it dwindles some, of late. I’m sure some cum-hungry sluts find the ass use a mutually beneficial relationship, but my one-off, use your ass as a masturbation device doesn’t often work that well.

Part of me still hopes for a buddy in Atlanta who can fuck, hang out, bareback, etc. I don’t see it happening. And that occasional need for affinity comes and goes. But perhaps I should stick to an equation, a simple mathematical value of what I get for what I give.

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