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Bottom Gets Stealthed and Goes Bareback Forever

Bottom Gets Stealthed and Goes Bareback Forever

The following is a story submitted by a reader of my blog

It was my first ever “anon” type encounter. We did chat on Grindr for a while, and traded pics so I knew what he looked like.

iBLASTinside's Bareback Loading ZoneHe was traveling through my state on business: 6’3″, fit, red head, 26 years old, athlete. Not usually my type but the options around my town are slim so when travelers come through I usually take a swing.

At this point I had only barebacked with my ex of 5 years who I had just left about 5 months before this hookup, so I was practicing safer sex and always used condoms.

The guy wasn’t feeling the condoms, but after I insisted he agreed. in exchange he wanted me to unlock my front door, leave my bedroom door open, lights off, have the poppers, lube and condom on the nightstand and have my ass in a jock in the air.

It was hot and exciting, but scary, so I took a chance.

He crept in. I took a quick peek to see if it was him — it was. He got on the bed and started eating my ass which got me moaning a bit, he started unbuckling his belt and pulling off his pants. The noise alone had me rock hard.

He spit in his hand and started jacking off while he continued to eat my ass. I knew ahead of time he was 8½ inches, so I was nervous as hell. But when he lifted up and slapped his rock hard cock on my hole, I literally melted. Just the sound alone had me precumming. He started rubbing it on my hole, stroking it with the head pressed on me, telling me how pretty my hole is and how he can’t wait to wreck it.

Then he started to push, slowly opening me up, it was such an amazing feeling that I forgot he wasn’t wearing the condom yet. He kept teasing me with his head, in and out, while I was face down in the pillow, in ecstasy, drooling, distracted.

He put his hand between my shoulder blades and pushed down to lift himself up and started pushing it inside more and more.

At this point I worked up the nerve to lift up and grab the condom, before he could get all the way in and start pounding, because I knew if it got all the way in, I’d be a lost cause.

Without looking I reached back and handed it to him, he sighed, grabbed it and said, “Oh, with the way you were loving my raw cock, I forgot all about the condom. You sure?”

To which I replied, “Yeah. I’m sorry, but I’d just rather you wear it.”

I heard him open it, pull it out, and roll it on. I passed the lube back and he lubed us both up, since his precum wouldn’t work this time. He pressed back against my hole, and I reached back to guide him in, but really to check for the condom. It was on so I let him in.

He started to POUND me, which I wasn’t ready for. He was huge — but I wanted to stick it out cause I didn’t want to annoy him anymore (I used to be very submissive, not just sexually, but mentally. I think he picked up on that.)

He started doing all the right things with it though, pulled me up by my hair, slapping my ass, talking dirty and down to me, setting his dominance.

After maybe 10 or15 mins of this, he slammed forward, pushing me down and into the pillow. He reached over to the nightstand and grabbed the poppers, pulled me back up by the hair, and put the bottle to my nose and one finger to the other nostril with one hand, and had his other hand over my mouth, making me take deep inhales. He repeated on the other nostril until I was literally gone.

I fell flat, and he pulled out, then all the way in, in and out, in and out while I was poppered up and i was loving it.

After a bit he flipped me over, face to face, and started fucking me, slapping me, choking me. He was so much more into it at this point. Telling me how amazing my hole felt wrapped tight around his cock, how warm it was. He started kissing me while pounding me, finally making me feel like I was actually there with him.

Shortly after that, he pulled out, flipped me back over, and shoved it back in in almost one swift motion. He put his weight all on me and held me tightly as he fucked harder, more wildly, like losing his focus. He was close.

He pushed my head down even harder, grunting, straining, tense. “I’m going to cum, fuck I’m gonna cum” was about all he was muttering until his last forceful pound when he pushed as deep as he could go and held it and said, “Fuck yeah take that load.”

All the while I loved all of it, didn’t even think of what he said. I was in bliss.

After he held it in for a bit, he got maybe five more good strokes in before he pulled out, pulled up his pants, slapped me on the ass and walked out.

I laid there for a while before getting up and cleaning, collected the lube, poppers, and started pulling up the covers when I saw the condom roll off onto the floor.

When I bent down and picked it up, I didn’t notice it at first.

But it hit me that there was nothing in it and it was all rolled up. So I stretched it out and sure enough there was a huge hole where the tip was.

I didn’t know what to think, I was still turned on by the sex but I was pissed at what I found. I messaged him immediately confronting him and he replied with, “Oh I didn’t notice it broke”

But when I said, “How could you not notice? You knew!”

He said, “Either way, you loved it. You wanted my cock raw and you know it. You’re just scared to admit it.”

I was mad for a few days after but found myself thinking about it while I jacked off and slowly found myself searching for things like it online which lead me to your website, and others.

I now get fucked bareback and only bareback.

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Q&A: What’s a Bottom to Do When a Top Flakes?

Q&A: What’s a Bottom to Do When a Top Flakes?

Oh grand-master of all unholy cum-union:

Pray tell how would you rule. I had a punk scheduled (known as a demon-fuck) who I have known since he was 18. He is thirtysomething now, hardcore bareback top.

Does one excuse the TOTAL FLAKING without a peep until three days later? Does one play hard to get or does one just keep the barn-door open for the damn fool to plant his seed whenever he comes through?

I would have written to ‘Dear Abby’ but the old lady might have had stroke…

Yours truly,

An unrepentant follower of the raw, fearless, guilt-free passion-of-the-flesh

P.S. Still desperately short of the multiple loads I had planned to take by now.

Bottoms Available at the Convenience of a Top

You are a bottom. You are available whenever and at the convenience of any top.

That does assume he is a true top — flake or not. A top must be able to …

  • Get hard
  • Maintain an erection
  • Fuck
  • Cum inside

Tops are not required to…

  • Talk dirty
  • Fuck in a particular position
  • Pleasure or get off the bottom
  • Arrive on time
  • Fuck hard, slow, rough or some particular way
  • Provide a minimum (or maximum) inches in an endowment
  • Provide any explanation of his actions preceding, during or following the breeding
  • Provide poppers, lube, towels, etc. or any accommodation for the bottom

You are a bottom. You are available only for service to and for the top.

Any other conversation is worthless.

Open the barn-door. The problem isn’t with the tops. It’s with you. That’s why you aren’t getting loads.

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A New Member of the Bareback Brotherhood Welcomes Loads of Cum Into His Ass

A New Member of the Bareback Brotherhood Welcomes Loads of Cum Into His Ass

The following is some correspondence I received from a fine specimen on in the last few days. Enjoy.

It would be an HONOR to have your jaded seed in my ass ‘marking your territory’ tagging it with your DNA as another bred slut on your belt.

Hot-BodBut no rush, I have never fawned over celebrities while I had contact with them in my Hollywood days. After all, you are the most outgoing TOP-BREEDER of the Bareback Brotherhood that I can think of.

Your ‘i-blast-inside’ slogan now triggers the most insane static charge in my mind when I find similar in other shameless barebacker’s profiles. And you helped me find a way to the bad boy dungeon door to explore my most electrifying fantasies!!!

Catching my boyfriend flirting hardcore on Grindr was the best thing to kick my out of the delusional trap of gay monotony/monogamy. Instead of big drama I suggested we BOTH embrace our inner sluts and go ‘HUNTING’ for ass and cock, naked in the forest if you wish, no protection, just naked spear in hand, scouting for fellow hunters.

A month ago, I didn’t have Grindr or an account on Soon, one dude came over and seeded my bf and I LOVED every moment of it.

iBLASTinside's Bareback Loading ZoneAlthough he was a jerk who ‘fell in love’ (the bullshit trap) and so we promptly banished him.

Next, a sexy bottom from Grindr came over with five loads up his ass from the previous night’s sex-party. He wanted to play badly, but we mined him for info on the ‘seedy local underworld’ instead and let him pose buck-naked. He was ‘sensory overload!’

The dude suggested I join He had a great body and cock, was begging in a studly way for us to play… but we were still on the fence. And a bit skittish! (The dude’s face
wasn’t so hot is why my bf pulled the breaks.)

I summoned two dudes (for MYSELF) from this in one week (slim pickings where I live… only 12 guys maybe, where Atlanta has 300 at any given time).

Both of these guys were ‘sneaking extra dick’ — unapologetic barebackers, poz, undetectable.

The first one got so exited he JIZZED just from me rubbing my cock-craving smooth novice-whore-body on him like a demon hussy as I was getting ready to ride him… FUCK! The dude blew his load so fast he shot all over me without ever getting inside my ass… I jerked of rubbing his cum in my ass for a ‘half-assed tagging.’

SeedingThe second dude bred me according to protocol — ass up, could have been any one…. a stranger, a relative, someone I work with. I was like the greediest slut-bottom that I never thought I
was. He announced as he was cumming inside me.


I received the ‘hole-y ointment’ from his pumping raw-cock as my cooperative slut-ass was milking his shaft for every last drop.

I consider myself barely ‘broken in.’

Yes, there were teenage twinks who seduced me over the years when they idolized me as ‘one of the older, shirtless muscle-boys’ at the local dance-clubs. Fat cocks and big loads! my god, they were so young and innocent, horny bucks, wanting to mount the ‘beefy bull.’ That was fun too.

But now I want the jaded, hardcore bucks, the strutting bulls with their charged ball-sacks full of cum… fucking me until my total confidence and prowling cockiness from the club-days returns. It motivates me in many ways: gym, work, attitude, humor, being even more outgoing.

Seed in the ass does the body good.

I kept the first load to complete absorption like a grand-prize of sleaze!


I took a big load yesterday from a wild one …only my second since jumping into the Bareback Brotherhood. This dude with a big dick who casually admits he has taken so many dicks (hundreds, maybe thousands) on so many occasions that I can comfortably say mycum-malative ‘exposure’ to marauding barebacking mankindand their bare fucktools has been driven to a huge SPIKE…

He fucked me all kinds of angles and left a huge load… I felt dizzy and electrified, kept the seed to the full point of absorption all day, although it dripped a bit at first.

Dude, lives 1.5 miles from me and linked me to him. He told me he had a friend years ago ‘WHORED ME OUT TO HIS FRIENDS.’ They all came over and seeded him — so many he lost count.

I staggered back to the hotel, dripping like a slut and it felt so good…

I’m feeling the beastly yearn myself now.

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The Confessional Is Open

The Confessional Is Open

What have you done?

What have you done that you’re secretly proud? Or that haunts you?

What have you done?

What have you done that gives you a hard-on? Or makes you want to cut off your cock?

What have you done?

What have you done that puts fear in your soul? Or gives you wings?

We all have these secrets. These things that lurk in the corners of our lives.

I’ve actually told many of these on this website. My molestation and how I struggles with dichotomy of the desires of sex and the hatred of the man who did it. Then there’s stealthing and breeding the men who give opportunity in sex clubs.

Here’s your opportunity to tell your story.

The confessional is open. There is no need for your e-mail or anything else. Just post your secret, from the mundane to the mischievous to the malevolent.

Tell the world your sins. You will feel better.



Long-time readers of my blog might recall this is not the first confessional. Here’s links to previous confessionals:

GayEthicalSlut: Before and After

GayEthicalSlut: Before and After

As I was updating iBLASTinside’s Broken Virginity Seal of Approval page, I knew I needed to update an item. I thought I’d make note of it in an entry.

The original man who earned the first ever official endorsement happens to be GayEthicalSlut. His ass remains among the top five I’ve ever fucked (along with DeepHole4Loads).

But in the past two years, this Asian hottie has gone through a body transformation that deserves a big thumbs up.

Before (2012)



After (2014)


Now let me tell you, he was one hot fuck back when I got him in 2012. In 2014, I’m betting he’s off the charts!

He earned the status of having the Ultimate Asian Ass. He just might also now have the Ultimate Asian EVERYTHING!

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